Home Come a Person Have Problems That They Can’t Solve? This is an essay that ask a very important question. How come a person have problems that they are not able to solve? The reason why I ask this question is because I have a mental illness for going on 22 years now. My primary diagnosis is Schizoid Affective Disorder Bipolar Type. I will admit that earlier in my life, I did not have a mental illness. Next, I want to inform everyone that mental illness does not run in my family. How come people have problems that they cannot solve is because of pride. Further, I will also admit that I have always wanted to solve my own problems; at least try. I know that God is the ultimate problem solver. It is God that is doing for me more than I am doing for myself. I also will say that I have to allow God to solve my problems for me. I will say that I am not perfect. How come I am hearing voices that normal people do not hear? The answer is I really do not know. According to 2nd Corinthians 12: 8-10 says: (8.) for this thing I besought the Lord thrice; meaning 3 times: that it may depart from me. (9.) And He said unto me. My Grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore I rather glory in my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me. (10.) Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong. I say that to say this, what makes me weak physically, mentally, emotionally, and psychologically makes me strong.In Addition, I will have to admit that I have experience a great deal of physical and mental trauma throughout my life. When it comes to these voices that I hear every single day of the week, I have to admit that I was involved in a car accident on April 18, 1984. I was riding inside of a car with someone that I did not know, and we crashed the car into a trussle.I also experienced whiplash during the accident. The next thing that happened to me is that I had a stroke on November 8, 2008. I was not able to use my right side of my body for 3 days. This occurred during the time that I was living in Charlotte, NC.Moreover, I also suffered from grandmal seizures from July 25, 1982, April 5, 1985, October 8, 2009, January 24, 2010, and on February 6, 2010. My very first seizure occurred during the time I was playing an arcade game at my grandmother’s house. My life was completely messed up. I also endured sports injuries as well as concussions. I would like for everyone to please keep me in your prayers.James 5:16 says confess your faults to one another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much. I also admitted to telling the doctor to prescribe me Risperdal for 4 years. I was not hearing voices during that time. I had visual hallucinations from contracting the scabies. I suffered from the scabies for a total of 49 days. If I did not receive Quell Shampoo treatments, I would have died from dementia. Currently, I am hearing voices from the same people who scammed me out of $16,977 dollars in western union funds. Obviously, these individuals did something bad to hurt me. I have been hearing voices since November 5, 2009. I have asked God to remove these voices over and over again, but nothing has not happened yet. Therefore, this is not a laughing matter this kind of things exist online. I have not erred from the truth because this really happened to me. Also, I recently had a total of 5 consecutive abnormal EEGs. During the past 10 years, I have had an abnormal EEG and it is simply because there is something wrong with my left frontotemporal lobe of my brain. I have problems with my left side of my brain. I have been trying to request for a MRI of the brain to find out what is really going on. My neurologist called it a dysfunction of my left frontotemporal lobe of my brain. I am trying to resolve this before I die. According to 1st Peter 4:16 says: Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf. How come people have problems that they cannot solve? There are times that current sins tend to get in the way. I might be suffering physically and mentally as well as emotionally, but spiritually I am intact. I am trying to find out where these voices are coming from.
Holy Spirit vs Mankind

The Holy Spirit vs Mankind
The purpose of this essay is to try to help those who understand God, and who has the Holy Spirit inside of us. Mankind believes in the things of man. I know that it is not very easy for any of us to understand God. I want to inform all of you that this is a battle between good vs evil. I would like to tell everyone that Mankind only lives in the moment. Romans 8:9 says you, however, are not in the realm of the flesh but are in the realm of the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not. This means that God dwells inside of us. There are those who do not believe that they have God inside of them. Do you know that every time I type a blog, I usually start crying because it is God who is inside of me convicts me of all of my sins and forms of unrighteousness?

Romans 12:2 says do not conform to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. God is responsible for changing me for the better. I still have a long way to go when it comes to my character. I know that I have a problem with people who are sarcastic and rebellious. The Lord has forgiven me. It is Jesus who is doing for me, more than I am doing for myself. The dove represents peace. It also represents the Holy Spirit. Mankind thinks of doves as just birds.

The Holy Spirit is our Helper. It guides us to the point where it gives us direction in advance. Mankind perceives the Helper as something that does not exist. I want to inform all of you that I am the type of person who loves God; a whole lot. If anyone gets sarcastic with me, I am prone to retaliate. The Lord is one who gives us grace and love in our personal lives.

The Helper is located in the 14th Chapter in the 26th verse but theThe Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all that I said to. Glory means that you want your life to be like God. According to Mankind, man places more emphasis on holidays and other things rather than God. Mankind always makes decisions that goes against God. Mankind always does the things of the world for their own gratification. Man goes against God Isaiah 59:2.
Man tends to make decisions to always stray away from God. The Holy Spirit grieves while inside of man. Romans 8:26 says we do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. New Living Translation and the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. The Holy Spirit dwells inside of us for the rest of our lives. However, God will let you live all by yourself in a reprobate mind when it comes to Romans 1:28-32.
Have you ever been camping?
Have you ever been camping?
Have I ever been camping before? Yes I went camping with the Boy Scouts for three years; From 1976 through 1979, I was in the Boy Scouts Troop 19 for three years. I also went camping during the time that I was in NjROTC for three years at Roth High School in Dayton Ohio. I went camping during the time that I was in the United States Marines for an extended period of time. I was stationed in Parris Island SC. This was training for Infrantry 1st Battalion 1st Company. This took place immediately after high school 🏫. The Boot Camp lasted for 18 weeks back in 1988. I went home after graduation for two weeks. Afterwards I went to Camp Leguine for 6 months and I had a hernia during my AIT. I was medically discharged after I completed my training. I attended college at Central State University in 1989 through 1990. I got married to my ex wife and she was cheating on me throughout our marriage. She even told me in my face that she didn’t love me on Thanksgiving Day of 1989. I should have stayed in the Military rather than go home after my surgery. Therefore I had some humble beginnings but my relationships were a failures.
When do you feel most productive?
When do you feel most productive?
When do I feel most productive? I feel more productive at night than during the day. I will admit that I have had blood sugar spikes during the day. I sleep during the day from 6am through 4pm. I tend to feel productive at night between the hours of 12:00am through 6:00am. I usually take my medication at 3:00am. I take Medformin for Diabetes and it last me for 24 hours. I also eat breakfast at 4:00am in the morning. Lord Jesus, I am feeling very weak and physically tired. I give you all of my pain and sins to you. I really thank you for keeping it real with me. I truly appreciate you for being by my side. I thank you for holding me with your right hand. I cannot live without you. I need your anointing power. I love you to the utmost extent. I know that I will always need you in my life. I might be feeling physically able at night more than during the day. I have been praying for clarity and peace. I am sorry for committing all of my sins. Please forgive me of all of my trespasses and transgressions. I need you in my life right now. Please save me and show me a different way to live. I am ready to work with you and Lord Jesus. I love you very much. Please teach me how to love your Creation and respect it. Lord Jesus I love you forever in Jesus Name Name I pray Amen 🙏 🙌.
What are your favorite emojis?
What are your favorite emojis?
My favorite emojis are the Jesus Christ and God emojis. I also like Angels as well. I like emojis of the Holy Bible and Apostle Paul or the 12 Disciples. I like emojis that are religious in nature.
What Does It Means To Go Through Hardships?
What Does It Mean to Go Through Hardships?
Whenever a person goes through any form of hardships, it consists of an event or events that tends to lead to a negative outcome. For Me Personally, My AA Sponsor told me that he cannot sponsor me anymore. I will admit that I was crushed because he has been my mentor for 12 years now. Right now, I have to start all over again when it comes to looking for an AA Sponsor.
Next, I want to inform everyone that I do not accept failure very well. The reason why is because I have never been taught on how to accept any form of criticism unless it is coming from my elders that are in my family. I have been accepting constructive criticism from my nieces and nephews themselves. Most people tend to either fight me physically or mentally. I end up still feeling scarred.

Hardships is like pushing or pulling something that is much heavier than yourself. I know that I have been pushing other people’s weight around all of my entire life. I am not saying that I am a gullible person. I am straightforward when it comes to my opinions. I know that my life has been filled with ups and downs as of late.
My definition of the word hardships are physical and mental or emotional demands that a person applies to themselves. I know that life is really what you make of it! I know that my life has not been very easy to deal with. I want to inform all of you that when my Elders died in my family, I felt very sad and depressed.
Further, I want to inform all of you that when my great grandmother passed away, I knew that she was not coming back. I cried for over an entire week. I even cried at her funeral. The circumstances regarding her death could have been avoided.
My great grandmother did not have any business being committed to a Nursing Home in the first place. I could have taken care of my grandmother. I had a house in the Toledo, Ohio Area during that time. I know that my family members and I really do not speak to each other. It is not my fault! I love my family members, but they really do not love themselves.
Moreover, I want to say that if we are placing too much physical, mental, emotional, psychological, or financial demands on ourselves then we are going to fail at everything at life. This is the reason why we all have to remain optimistic about our present and future.

In Addition, the wear and tear that we put on our bodies, it will cause all of us to suffer a lot. This is like a form of pressure that we are applying to ourselves prematurely. I want all of you to know that God does want all of us to live and serve Him. God wants all of us to be Christlike and save other people.
Finally, I want to inform all of you that we have to be positive in our lives sometimes. No matter what we are going through, we are supposed to make a difference in another person’s life. I know that my life has been filled with some of the dramas that have been in my life. At this time, please keep me in your prayers. Thank You Very Much!!
What topics do you like to discuss?
What topics do you like to discuss?
What topics do I like to discuss are consumer spending and politics. The reason why is because they are topics that are trending right now. My Faith in God is very important to me; The Lord God is doing for me more than I am doing for myself. I have some bad news. My AA Sponsor fired me because he told me that his job was more important than my relationship with AA Fellowship. I cried because I have known him for 12 years now. Right now I have to start all over in working the 12 Steps of AA Recovery. Therefore staying clean and sober is very important to me. My relationship with God is very important to me as well.