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My Soul Pants for the Lord!!

        This is an essay that I really love the most.  Psalms 42:1 states as the deer pants after the water brook, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.  My soul at this times will always crave for you Lord.  There was a period of time when I used to crave for marijuana and other mind altering substances from 1972-1990.  I prayed to God on May 2, 1990 at 7:00PM to remove my desire to smoke marijuana, crack, and alcohol.  I was sincere in my prayers to God because I was tired of being sick and tired of the high cost of low living.

        Next, I want to inform everyone that I no longer have a desire to smoke marijuana and drink alcohol.  I really feel good about myself because I do not connect with people from my past anymore.  I want to inform everyone that a hart is a deer.  My soul desires to hear the voice of God every day of my life.  I want to inform everyone that I am praying to God every single day in order my nieces and nephews could stop drinking alcohol. 

        Also, I want to say that my soul pants for the Lord because I want better things for myself.  I want to say that this Bible verse really enables me to get things together.  I want to inform everyone that my life has changed for the better.  I have a real job right now.  My soul thirst for the Almighty God.  My soul craves the Lord every single day because I have new objectives for my life.

        Further, I want to say that my soul craves the Lord because I belong to Him.  My destination is heaven because I have made the right amends for the Lord.  I pray every single day of the week.  I write inside of my journal all of the time.  I also apologize to people that I have hurt in my past.  There are some of my family members who have not made amends to me personally.  I have to forgive others when they continue to wrong me.  I will admit that I had done wrong for over 35 years.  I have been clean and sober since May 2, 1990.  I am very proud of myself for remaining clean and sober in spite of all of my personal problems.

        Moreover, I want to say that my soul still desires for the Lord each and every single day of my life.  My Spirit is clean right now.  I am still powerless over people, places, and things.  At least according to Alcoholics Anonymous on page 417 Acceptance A.A. Big Book – Acceptance is the answer to ALL of my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing or situation- some fact of my life- unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing, or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God’s world by mistake. Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober; unless I accept my life completely on life’s terms, I cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and in my attitudes.

          Also, I want to say that when it comes to dealing other people, I have to make direct amends and pray for them as well as be there for them in all ways possible.  I really have changed a whole lot since 1990.  I will admit that I might have a mental illness, but God loves me.

God got my back.  My soul pants for the Living God every single day because He is willing to help me out of any situation. I want to say that everyone should have their soul thirst after Him for the rest of their life.  My soul craves for the Holy Spirit that is inside of me to help me to do the right things every day of my life.  I have to try to still resolve all of my issues with other people that I have not seen in a great number of years.  I love the Lord God so much that it is He who gives me His breath of life.  My soul thirst for the Lord God because this world is changing so fast.  I will always need His help for as long as I live.

Finally, I want to say that I am a changed man.  My soul thirst for more knowledge and wisdom from the Living God.  I love Him so much that I am willing to do the right things in my personal life.  I will say that I strive for spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.  Only one person was perfect and that is Jesus Christ.  My job is to share the Gospel with others who are not saved.  I am living the Great Commission.  I love everyone!! I know that I am a mortal man, who have a lot of common sense.  I am a man who has a lot of knowledge and experience from living life.

        In Conclusion, I want to say that I love everyone who I am in contact with.  I am willing to do without money just to help out other people.  I know that my mother, grandmothers, aunts, and uncles taught me how to become a person who shows unconditional love towards others.  I will admit that there was a time when I was very angry at those who hurt me in the past.  Right now, I pray for the same people who have hurt me, and forgive everyone who injure me in any way.  I am a person who easily forgive others all of the time.  I really do not argue with anyone.  I want to say that I know that I still have a long way to go in my journey for peace everlasting.  Please continue to pray for me and all of my family members and friends.  Please also pray for those that I know and those I do not know.  I love you very much.

        My name is Anthony Joseph Hopkins and I am from Dayton, Ohio.  I have been writing for a total of 30 years.  I have a total of 3500 Blogs that I have written on my own.  I love to write because it helps me to cope with a mental illness.  I love to read, write, travel, and use the computer. Please stay strong everyone!! I love all of you.

For His anger is but for a moment, , His favor is for life; weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning.

Psalm 30:5 Commentary,

This is the truth because God is angry only for a moment.  This means that God is giving man another chance to get it together.  I do believe God when He says the former things He really mean it.  God is watching over us now and forever.  God wants us to do His work every single day of the week.  For instance, I am supposed to tell another person that you love them and mean it from your heart.  He also wants us to make Disciples out of as many people as we can.

God really loves you.  It is up to you to believe it.  I know that God loves me.  God knows all things.  You see for me, God has me on probation.  I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder.  I will admit to hearing voices that an average person doesn’t hear.  God has forgiven all of my sins.

I will admit that God is watching me very carefully.  I know that I have a mental illness, but He really loves me.  I know that Jesus died for my sins as well as the sins of other people.  It is true that God favor lasts for a lifetime.  God has work for me to do Inside of my hometown of Dayton Ohio.  You see God wants us to stay busy for Him.  God is doing for us more than we are doing for ourselves.  We might cry for a little while but joy comes in the morning.  I love God and He is about love for everyone.  The only thing that we need to do is believe in Him.  I believe that Jesus is the son of God and his death and resurrection means something to me.  I do not have to dwell on the past anymore.  If God doesn’t do it.  I do not have any business dwelling on my past.  My job is to live for Him. My job is to serve Him and love Him in the same way that He loves us.

I have obeyed your precepts and your testimonies, For all my ways are before you.  What are precepts?  Precepts are commands and laws that are derived from the Bible by God.  For all my ways are before you.  This means that you are always watching over me and everyone else.  Even if we sinned in our life.  I am the type of person who try my best not to make you feel angry with me.

I know for sure that you watch over our sin, Iniquity, and transgressions.  Lord God, I apologise to you immediately after I do something wrong.  Lord Jesus Christ, please teach me how to be a person who is honest and trustworthy with you and with other people.  Lord Jesus, I love you very much.   I also love Father God.  Thank you both for watching over me and everyone else.  

Finally, I want to say that my overall behavior has changed because I have you in my life right now.  Lord, Jesus I am very proud to have you as my Saviour and friend.  Job 14:16 says For now, You number my steps but do not watch over my sin.  It’s true that you number all of our steps, but do not watch over my sin.  Lord Jesus Christ and Father God, how do you know what we all are doing with our lives?  

Understanding Online Scammers, Hackers, and the Criminal Element

This is a very serious problem in our society.  The problem that I am talking about is computer hacking, scammers, and the criminal element.  First, let’s start off by explaining the characteristics of a computer hacker. A computer hacker is a person who is a loner.  This is a person who is excellent when it comes to working technology.  A computer hacker is also a person who enjoys computers, women, and other things.  A computer hacker is also highly intelligent, educated, and in some cases, also have a computer background.  This is a person who possesses an above average IQ and he or she also usually is all by himself.  This person is also a professional liar and he tends to demoralize an innocent person with words, symbols, or statements that does not make sense.  This person uses a computer to cut and paste pictures of women and transfer them into his own personal database.  This person also confuses everyone just like Satan with his statements, and to tell you the truth, his location is unknown to the public and not to God.

A scammer is a person who also takes advantage of other people by deceiving them with his or her words.  They also make promises that they do not keep.  A scammer is also a person who uses a computer at times to gain money from innocent people.  A computer scammer and hacker are two different people.   Scammers and Hackers are online using women’s profiles to lure men into starting a conversation with them.  Most of them wait until each woman is completely logged off their computers or their smart phones.  Scammers do not really need a computer to take advantage of another person.  They can use their sense of charm, wit, and intelligence to gain anything from another person.  What make it very dangerous is that most of the women who are victims are women.  They have to prove in a court of law that they are not involved in any illegal activities.  The scammers and hackers who are online right now are active 24 hours per day.  Most of the activity occurs between the hours of Midnight to 6:00AM.

The criminal element that is associated with this operation consists of individuals that are in a hierarchy system.  There is a system of people who are high and low ranking officials when it comes to the online scamming criminal element.  This is extremely serious because an average hacker and scammers who are involved in this operation and crime usually earn an average of $100,000 per week.  This money comes from online fraud victims who really do not know that they are being taken advantage of until the last minute.  There is an average of 25,000 reports each year to law enforcement of wire fraud, and social security fraud.  This is because the victims themselves are being used and their information online is being used by scammers and hackers.  Their email accounts and homepages are also used by hackers as soon as they log off their personal computers or cell phones. 

 The equipment that computer hackers and scammers use is thermal scanners, printers, laptops, computers, cell phones, and printers.  The crimes that are committed are identity theft and fraud.  Also, another crime that is reported by victims is having their email accounts and homepages illegally used by these types of criminals.  For instance, on Moco-Space, there is a hacker who is using women’s profiles to talk to men.  This hacker is a man.  This hacker also uses short words and statements to confuse innocent people.  This hacker also tell lies whenever he/she states that; they have done something for the person they are talking to.  Most of the accounts and information is illegally transferred to their accounts.  There are also cloned accounts.  There are accounts that do not exist and it is really up to the people who are in charge of the website to check this information out for authenticity.