Whenever, I think on this Bible verse, I think of the time that You have forgiven me of all of my sins.  I have made a very honest plea to You to forgive me of all of my sins from past to present.  You have forgiven me of everything that I have done bad in Your Eyes.  I have stopped hiding my guilt from You.  Lord Jesus, I want to thank you for helping me by holding my right hand.  You have forgiven me of my rebellion.  Lord Jesus, You are a real person to me.  You are a person, who has created the world, and everything that is inside of the world.  Lord Jesus, I thank you for being my God, Savior, and Friend.  Lord Jesus Christ, you are an awesome God.  

Next, I am very grateful for you saving me from all of my enemies.  You have made a decision to keep me alive and You have prepared a place for me inside of Your Kingdom.  Lord Jesus, You have forgiven the iniquity of my sin.  I know that I am not perfect, but I thank you for being You.  I adore your presence.  Where can I go from Your presence?  This world does not belong to me.  I am only a vapor that last for a while and then it vanishes away.  You know my frame, You remember that we are dust.  Lord Jesus, please bless me with a child of my own.  I would like to name my son after me.  I would like to name my daughter Mary.  This means the mother of Jesus Christ.  

Further, I confess all of my transgressions to You.  I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  When I was made in the lowest parts of the earth.  Lord Jesus, You named me, Anthony Joseph Hopkins because I am a leader of the people.  Just like my grandparents told me when I was a little boy that I will be a Leader and a Minister for the people.  I will admit that I am taking this very serious right now.  I know that You will always be with me.  I really love you Lord Jesus because You always keep it real with me all of the time.  Lord Jesus, I thank You For negotiating with Your Father God for me.  Lord Jesus, I am very happy to be a Child of the Most High God.

Moreover, I want you to please accept me as a member of Your Kingdom.  I am very nervous right now because I really fear You.  I know that I have done a lot of bad things in Your Sight.  Lord Jesus, I thank you for listening to my cry and my plea for justice.  Lord Jesus, I still have a long way to go.  I am only a Work in Progress.  I thank you for helping me to be the best person that You want me to be.  Lord God, I thank You For Your Elders and Support.  Please teach me how to be a person who is honest with You and with other people.  Lord Jesus, I have to make amends with all of my family members and friends.  Lord Jesus, I am going to need Your Help when it comes to dealing with my family members and friends.  I am going to need Your Help dealing with all of my adversaries right now.

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I am very grateful for your understanding and presence in my life right now. I know that I have two sisters that truly resent me right now.  I am very sorry for what I have done to both of them.  I am very sorry for hurting my own female cousin a very long time ago.  I am very sorry for hurting my grandma a very long time ago.  This is the reason why I did not want her to die.  I really wanted my family members to live instead of passing away.  I have to pray for the people who are responsible for putting a stumbling block on me and hindering my progress.  I know that I have been through the valley of transgression.  I thank you Lord Jesus for saving me from myself on Friday February 13, 2010;   I almost died from trying to kill myself with my own medication.  Please keep me in Your Sight.  I Love You Lord Jesus very much.  Thank you for everything in Jesus Name I Pray Amen.

I would like to start off by saying that I really appreciate C. S. Lewis.  I have written something about forgiveness.  Forgiveness is a life long process.  We are supposed to forgive Each Other a total of 490 times.   I know that I am not perfect.  I have my share of using vulgarity and profanity.  Currently, I do not use Vulgarity at all anymore.  I adore The Lord Jesus because He has listened to my cry.  He died for the sins of everyone.  I do recall spending some time reading some of the famous quotes from C.S. Lewis.

Next, I am a person who has been through a great deal of adversity in my personal life.  Jesus Christ is my personal Savior, God, and Friend.  I have cried over the things that I am dealing with personally.  For Example, I have been oppressed and tormented online and in my personal life by an elite group of people.  These people scammed me out of over $18,000 dollars in Western Union Funds.  Some of these people were incarcerated and punished for hurting me and my family members.  My nephew stated to me that someone from Nigeria contacted him recently and asked Him to send a gentleman from Nigeria a total of $500.00 dollars in Western Union Funds.  This person also tried to talk to my niece as well.

Further, I have been praying for the people who are my adversaries.  I am praying for them because these people are in need of help themselves.  I have forgiven everyone who have scammed me out of money.  These people did not forgive me personally.  Some of these people who scammed me out of money are classified as Organized Criminals.  These criminals have access to all of my information.  If I make changes on my personal email accounts and Social Media, these criminals worldwide know my information.  My Cellphones have been cloned, copied, pasted, and hacked by organized criminals.

Moreover, I want to inform all of you that my cellphone numbers are in the Dark Web right now.  My family members do not have any idea what it means to have your phone number cloned by the same people who scammed me out of money.  There are a total of four billion people who are organized criminals worldwide.  These people are trying to ruin my personal reputation.  Every time I am online these criminals are using my accounts simultaneously with me.  The police cannot keep up with these people online because there are too many of them.

In Addition, I have been wiretapped on both of my cellphone numbers.  These criminals consists of men, women, and children who have learned how to use a gun at an early age.  Some of these criminals are using Women’s Social Media Profile Pictures to pretend to be the women who are on the profile.  C. S. Lewis is a very genuine person.  He has changed his life tremendously since He became a Christian Man.  God has truly blessed me and him because I used to be a criminal myself.  I remember when I was sent to jail for a charge of Theft by Deception on two different occasions.  I almost lost my job in the process.  I really lost my job because I was looking at porn online at work.

Finally, I have written three books in 23 years now.  My first book is called The Best of Anthony Hopkins.  It is a collection of lecture notes from the University of Toledo in Toledo, Ohio.  My second book is called My Grace is Sufficient for Me and finally my third book is called Essays, which are a collection of essays that I have written based on my personal relationship with God.  I am a Publisher because I have published my own book called The Best of Anthony Hopkins.

In Conclusion, I have been reading the Bible every single day of the week.  I have been reading my own literature online from the past 14 years now.  C. S. Lewis, I learned about him when I was a student at the University of Toledo.  I took a class called Literature of the Old Testament back in 1995.  I have a personal relationship with God.  I have been clean and sober for 33 years now. My AA Sponsor stated that I should not pay attention to my adversaries.  I have to pray for them and keep it moving.  I cannot keep on dwelling on the past.  I have to live in the present and future for myself and everyone else.  Please keep me and my family members and friends in your prayers and thoughts because they are in danger of getting their phone numbers cloned copied and pasted as well as hacked by organized criminals worldwide.  God has brought me from a mighty long way.  I like to solve my problems legally and professionally.  I have adopted a non violence approached to doing things.  God Loves You and God Bless You.  Stay strong in the Lord, and He Will Direct Your Path.

The way we act determines how we feel.  This is the truth because how we really feel determines how we are going to act in society itself.  I really didn’t know that our personal feelings are like a magnet clinging to anything that is attached to it.  Pastor Rick Warren quotes this information as a means to survival.  I really think that our feelings are like anything that a magnet is attached to.  I still think that I am a Work in Progress.  This is based on my actions from the past.  I have been living here in Dayton, Ohio for 14 years now.  I have been living in my apartment for 13 years now.  There has been a lot of changes during the past 14 years now.  I have to take care of myself better than usual.

Next, I have been feeling guilty and sluggish as of late.  Allow me to be honest and truthful with everyone right now.  I really appreciate what God has done for me in my life.  I appreciate His Breath of Life.  I am grateful for being clean and sober for 33 years now.  I am taking it on a daily basis one step at a time.  Lord Jesus, I want to thank you for allowing me to live and see another year.  

Further, I am very happy to see that you are holding my right hand right now.  I am honest in saying that You are My God, Savior, and Friend.  I literally can’t live without you.  I have been reading my Bible as of late.  I tend to read out loud.  My actions from the past 14 years now determines who I am personally.  I have not used a vulgar statement in a long time now.  Using vulgarity only makes you feel dirty and your deeds will always be questioned by God and Man Himself.  Sometimes the way I communicate is a reflection of my childhood and throughout my adult life.  It is not very easy growing up in a dysfunctional family.  People have mental and physical scars that do not heal.

Moreover, I want to inform all of you that I have been saved by the Blood of the Lamb and baptized in the name of the Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit.  I got baptized on Sunday February 15, 2015.  I was baptized by Pastor Jon Morgan at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church in Dayton, Ohio.  My new Pastor name is Karl Penn.  He has been Pastor for going on 5 years now.  I am only a vapor that only lasts for a while and it eventually vanishes away.
I want to say that I have come a very long way in my Christian Walk.  I have a tendency to meditate for an extended period of time.  Some people will say if you study long, you are studying wrong.  I have learned a valuable lesson in life.  When it comes to human behavior it is learned and taught to other people.  Mom told me to my face that I am a leader instead of a follower.  Mom made a mistake in judgement by changing my name back in 1972.  I had to change my own name back to Hopkins instead of Russell.  God is Real!!  God is watching over me and everyone else.  I literally love you Lord Jesus for being my God and Friend.  Your Body is the Temple of the Living God.

Isaiah 55:8,9 Commentary

For God’s ways are not our ways, nor His thoughts Are not like our thoughts like God’s thoughts.  This means that we are different than God in a lot of ways.  God is always looking at our heart; when we are looking at the outside of a person.  God is our heavenly father for those who do not have an earthly father.

Next, I want to God to study all of us from the inside out.  I know that I am not like God because I would not know what to do with all of the responsibility that is on His Shoulders right now.  I know that God is watching me write this essay about the thinking process.  God already knows that I am no match for Him.  I am very happy that God has given me a responsible task that I can only complete for myself.  

God already know that I can only do so much at the age that I am.  My grandparents told me that God has all Power.  I am only His child right now.  I am very satisfied with being God’s child.  I do not take anything for granted.  I am a 58 years old who has the gifts and the tools that He blessed me with each day.  I really need to learn how to pay my tithes and offerings to God.  I am doing the best I can right now.

Finally, I am only a human being who is a God Fearing Man.  I know that I have been clean and sober for 33 years now.  My Sponsor told me not to pay attention to the rhetoric from anyone else who is not in my situation.  My life has changed tremendously since 1990.  I know that I have done some of the craziest things in my life.  I do not have any business paying attention to outsiders. My neighbors call me out of my name everyday of the week.  I will admit that I have been bearing my own guilt since 2009.  My personal Savior Jesus Christ is always watching over me.  Jesus Christ knows exactly what it is like to go through adversity.  I know that I do not have God’s thoughts and ways.  I can only put up with so much at one time.

God is talking to all people.  The Lord is good.  God has shown me a better way to cope with my problems.  I have to leave everything for Him.   God is telling me to watch myself.  Also, I am very happy to have God as my God and Friend.  Please Lord Jesus please help me and save me.

I love you Lord Jesus for keeping it real with me.  I am going to serve Him immediately.

Psalms 139:10 Commentary

I have decided to hold onto God’s Unchanging Hand.  This Bible verse is saying: Even your hand shall lead me and your right hand shall hold me.  I want all of you to know that if I hold onto God’s Hand, He shall guide me and lead me.  I am saying that my life belongs to God.  Jesus Christ is my Personal Savior and friend. 

Next, I have cried out for Jesus Christ to help me for over an hour and a half today.  Jesus Christ is my God, Savior, and Friend.  I have made a promise to walk with Him for the rest of my entire life.  I know that I am not a perfect human being, I am asking Jesus Christ to lead me in the Way that is Everlasting.  I am a 58-year-old man, who has a lot of common sense.  I am very intelligent, smart, gifted, and honest.  I have promise to lead at least one person or persons to the right path.

 I know that my life has been filled with ups and downs during the past 14 years now.  I will admit that I am losing my memory.  I know that I have to live for Him.  God is watching me as well as other people on Planet Earth.  I am very happy that I am walking with Jesus Christ, which is the Son of God.  My life at this point consists of personal trials and tribulations.  My life is based on His Guidance.  I have to read the Bible, say my prayers, and attend Church each time I get a chance.  Even though the weather might be raining and snowing outside, but I must make it my business to enter into His House of Praise.  However, the Temple of the Living God is inside of our hearts.  I must not forsake the assembly of the Saints.  I am supposed to fulfill His Great Commission in the 21^st Century.

The Lord Jesus Christ died for the sins of Mankind.  God and the angels are rejoicing because I have turned my life over to the care of God.  I want you to know that my life has been sinful and dwelling in my guilt and transgressions.  Jesus Christ is holding my hand right now because I want Him to hold my hand for as long as I shall live.  This means that I have to pay my tithes and offerings to the Church.  I am walking in the Spirit.  I know that God is watching over me each day of my life.  I know that I feel much better right now because Jesus Christ is with me.

Moreover, I want all of you to know that I have to do everything in my power to do right.  I am ready to save lost souls that have gone astray.  This is because I went astray, and decided to live in the world.  At one point of my life, I was a backslider.  Jesus Christ has given me a new way of thinking.  I do not argue with anyone anymore.  I have to pray without ceasing. 

In Addition, I want to inform all of you that we should not drink alcohol and smoke marijuana as well as other drugs.  I have been clean and sober for a long period of time.  Proverbs 22:6 says: Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old, he shall not depart from it.  I attended Church all of my life; especially when I was a little boy.  My grandparents used to take me to Church with them all of the time.  I know that I had forsaken Jesus Christ.  The Lord Jesus Christ will never leave you nor forsake you.  My time is officially running out because I have Alzheimer’s Disease right now. 

This is the reason why I want to save as many people as I possibly can.  I want to inform all of you that I am feeling better right now.  I must set my mind on God’s Way of Thinking.  I love all of you very much. 

Finally, I want to inform all of you that I still have a long way to go in my Christian walk.  I must feed my mind on God’s Ways.  I must stay busy ministering to others.  I am asking all of you to please keep me in your prayers.  I have a mental illness as well as Alzheimer’s Disease right now. 

In Conclusion, I am saying that I have decided to follow Jesus.  I have to give Him my heart, mind, and soul.  I want to inform all of you that I have been hindered from my progress online and in my personal life.  I want to say that there are almost four billion organized criminals worldwide. 

This means that there are a group of people, who are taking advantage of the poor.  I will also admit that I got scammed out of over $18,000 dollars in Western Union Funds.  I want to inform all of you that women’s profiles are being compromised each day as we speak.

 This is my reason to hold onto God’s Unchanging Hand.  I have to allow God’s Word to communicate with me.  I must help other people.  I must listen to Church Sermons and Gospel Music each day of the week.

 My whole way of life has changed for the better.   I have to ask God to communicate for me and with me.  God Bless You!!  God Loves You and So Do I.  Please take good care of yourselves.  May the Lord Jesus be with you.