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Job 15:12 says: Why does your heart carry you away?  What do your eyes wink at,  This means that your stress is getting the best of you.  The reason why stress is getting the best of me is because I have allowed it to happen to me.  I know that I am only a human being.  I am a Work in Progress!  What do my eyes wink at?  I really do not know that I was winking at anyone.  Remember that only a deceptive person tend to wink a lot.  I will admit that I have allowed stress to get the best of me.  I have been under pressure as of late.  I have been dealing with Organized Criminals Worldwide during the past 14 years now.  These people are responsible for messing up my Cellphones and all of my personal email accounts.

Next, I have given these computer hackers and scammers a total of $18,000 dollars in Western Union Funds.  These people who scammed me out of money did not know me personally.  Lord God, I Thank You for keeping me alive.  I thank you for Your Breath of Life every single day of the week.  I have allowed Your Word to penetrate my spirit.  I have been feeling sluggish and depressed because of my diabetes and Low Testosterone Levels.  I have been sleeping excessively and feeling lazy.  I am a person who has a lot of common sense.  I am a person who is very intelligent.  I am a person who has spiritual discernment.  I want to inform all of you that I am hearing voices from demonic spirits.  I thought that these voices were over with forever.  I will admit that I have been doing things that normal people do not do for themselves.

Further, I want you to know that I have been gaining weight during the past few weeks now.  I have been staying home lately because of the weather.  Lord Jesus, I love you very much.  I am very happy with my progress that I am making for myself.  I have been trying to find a job working anywhere.  It doesn’t matter what kind of job it is right now.  I have to pay a total of $27,000 dollars in student loans to a company called William and Fudge Collection Agency and Transworld Solutions Agency just to pay the University of North Carolina at Charlotte NC student loans.  Lord Jesus, please help me to resolve all of my financial problems.  I also have to pay medical bills as well.

Moreover, I really need to reestablish my personal relationship with God.  I will admit that I have to get myself together and be a real man.  Lord Jesus, please help me to be the person You want me to be.  Lord Jesus, I need motivation in my life right now.  I am out of shape and overweight.  I have been reading Your Word and it is enabling me to read the Bible every day of the week.  I am being transparent in saying that I need Your Help.  I have been eating the wrong foods and neglecting myself.  I’m being honest in saying that I need help with various things.

In Addition, I want to inform all of you that my neighbor’s are literally too close to my apartment.  I am getting the impression that my neighbor’s who live below me are engaging in some criminal activities as well as other people inside of my apartment building.  The only thing that I do each day of the week is go to the library and Church.  I will admit that I have missed a few weeks of Church and this is messing me up.  I have my AA Meetings at home rather than going out in the elements.  Lord Jesus, I really do not know what is going on inside of my apartment building but this activity is very suspicious.  

Finally, I am trying my best to eliminate the indecisive behavior that people think that I have right now.  Whenever I read the Bible, it helps me to stay focused and think deeply about the things that are puzzling me.  Lord Jesus, I am doing good today.  I want to inform all of you that my teeth are falling out of my mouth.  I am having memory lapses and back problems.  This is very serious!  My life right now is still unmanageable.  I have to start all over again when it comes to the 12 Steps of Recovery.  God Bless All of You.  Thank You For Reading My Essay.

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What is a word you feel that too many people use?

What is a word you feel that too many people use?

What is a word you feel that too many people use ?  Words that too many people use are Fake News and Overrated!  Too many young people are using the word Lame and Sperm Donor.  People who are attending Church are using words like Antisemitic and False Prophets.  People who attend Church use the word Convert.  In my hometown of Dayton, Ohio; People are calling each other Weak and using God’s name in vain too much.

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What brings you peace?

What brings you peace?

What brings you peace?  Do you know what brings me peace? Is knowing that God is watching me all of the time.   It is knowing that God is a Loving God.   I know that I am not perfect, God is doing for me more than I am doing for myself.   First and Foremost, I give Him the praise every single day of the week.  I remember when I used to live in Charlotte NC, I used to attend Church without eating breakfast.   God had made it possible for me to eat breakfast at church ⛪️ 🙌 🙏.  Although I used to go directly to work without eating breakfast during the week.   I was working three jobs.   I used to work at the University of North Carolina at Charlotte for 8 years.   I also worked at Bank of America Stadium for 2 years.   I also worked 3rd shift at Circle K stores for 8 years.   I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia as well as Glaucoma and Cataracts that was affecting my vision very bad.  I just want to say that God had made a way for me to get treatment for all three diseases at the same time.   I was taking my medication and getting the rest that I deserved.  What brings me peace is knowing that God is there for me when no one else wasn’t there for me.   My female friend was always there for me, more than any other human being besides my supervisors at my three jobs.  God has brought me the serenity, wisdom, and peace that I deserved.   While I am living in the Dayton, Ohio Area, my family members have helped me when my friends did not have any money to help me.   God is merciful and gracious.   When my mother was living, she helped me along with my sister both of them are my Angel’s in heaven watching over me on a daily basis. What gives me peace is knowing that God has my Pastor at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church and the entire church praying for me.   My youngest family members helped me along way.   God Bless All of You!!

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What profession do you admire most and why?

What profession do you admire most and why?

What profession do I admire most and why?  I prefer the Library Information Sciences and Social Work Profession.   I have spent 13 years working in libraries at the University of Toledo William Carlson Library and the University of North Carolina at Charlotte Atkins Library.  I only spent 6 years working in the field of Social WORK.   I WORKED AT THE JERUSALEM OUTREACH CENTER FOR ONLY 3 YEARS.

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If you were going to open up a shop, what would you sell?

If you were going to open up a shop, what would you sell?

If you were going to open up a shop, what would you sell?  I would give away free Bibles and sell my books for half price.  I would open up a tutoring and academic services for children and adults.  I would apply for a Grant so that I will be able to assist anyone who has a need.  I will help everyone with their academic courses.   I have to learn how to accept constructive criticism and make direct observations and amends.  I also will feed anyone food for lunch and dinner every single day of the week.   If I had a real shop, I would help every child and adults with their homework.   I am a person who is very intelligent and Gifted myself.   I feel excited to be a Child of the Most High God 🙏.   I am a 59 year old man who Fears God and Jesus Christ His Son 👋 🙏 🙌.   I have a conscious 🙏.   I have the ability to quickly process information and use discretion to make a point of view that would make perfect sense.  The first thing that I would do is earn enough education and experience in Social Work and Social Services Technology.   I will receive training in the field of Social Work just to open up my business.   I would like to establish partnerships with Public Library and Schools 🏫 as well as restaurants in the City of Dayton, Ohio and help everyone who has a need to earn good grades in school and College.   My mother and grandparents told me to become a Preacher or a Minister inside of my neighborhood.   Therefore, if God is watching me and helping me along the way.   I feel like I need to help everyone else in need.  As long as God is helping me, Therefore, I will succeed in life 🙏.   My objective is to continue to help children and adults with their personal needs.

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Truth and RespectTruth and respect are intertwined. This is because truth develops sincerity. By telling the truth all of the time, it makes you feel genuine as a person. Respect is something that is earned just like the US Dollar Bill!!! Sincerity comes from truth and when truth is expressed out of one’s mouth, it makes you more responsible and credible as a person. Your statements are concrete and with validation. Respect comes when the truth is fully verified by others. Eventually others will believe what you are saying because you have all of the facts to all of your claims. What I mean by this is that you are able to verify all of what you are saying with concrete evidence. With the evidence that you have it makes things stand out. Respect is always earned from the things that you do that are always positive. For instance, if you are an outstanding law abiding USA Citizen, then you are doing what is right in the eyes of others. By doing so, you are staying out of trouble and away from all negative influences. What is the truth; others might ask this question. The truth is a validity that has been proven right and accurate. It is an opinion or a statement of fact that has accuracy. It is right when it is properly verified. There are critics and others might deny what you are saying, but as long as you have everything that you need, things will be all right. When you listen to your parents, they are telling you what is right according to their laws of their home. The laws of the land still apply here as well. Your parents are suppose to teach you what is right and the things that are supposed to keep you out of trouble. Learning social and moral values come from your parents and no one else.What is the definition of respect? Respect is something that is earned and a person can earn respect for themselves by believing in what is right for you. Respect and truth can take you a very long way in life. Truth is when you see things that are always right. Truth is when things are run so smoothly that nothing will go wrong. When a person is in court, their hand is placed on the Holy Bible as a means of telling the truth. A person is not supposed to swear by all means. Always give a complete affirmation of the truth to the best of your ability. When one swears on the Holy Bible, they are contradicting God and Jesus Christ and Their Word. Respect will carry you a very long way. Respect for God, Jesus Christ and oneself will carry you a very long way in life. People might not accept you for who you are as a person, but as long as there is a God and His Son Jesus Christ, never worry. You will always be loved by God and Jesus Christ. It is God and Jesus Christ who gives you the air that you breathe out of your mouth each day in order for you to live. It is God who created life and Jesus Christ who had died for our sins. The grace of God is what will carry us through all of our rough times. My truth consists of always making sure that I get things right. When I make a mistake, I know to look at what I am doing wrong and make corrections very quickly. If another person sees me doing something wrong, they are supposed to tell me about it to my face. I will never get offended if someone tells me what I am doing wrong.I used to be a person who always argued when I was confronted with the truth. It had taken me a very long time to learn how to accept constructive criticism. As a man, I am supposed to learn how to listen to women as well as others. Men are sometimes quick to jump to the defense when they are confronted with their issues. When I am confronted with my issues by others, I accept it. I do not argue whatsoever with anyone. As far as the things in my own past, I have forgiven all of the individuals who had hurt me in the past. It is others who refuse to learn how to forgive and move on. These are what we call “Player Haters!!!!” These are people who really did not like you in the past and still do not like you today. These are people who are jealous of the things that you have for yourself. They are also people who really do not want to see you with anything. These are still men and women who are still discontent with you and others over the things that you have and they wish they could have for themselves. This is the truth because in my relationships with the women in my past, my so called male and female friends interfered in my relationships. There were times that the women in my past did not want a relationship in the first place with me. These were women who wanted to have a side relationship with another person. When you have a side relationship, it damages the relationship that you are currently involved in at the present time.Women are guilty of having excessive male contacts. They are guilty of having so many male friends that it interferes with the relationship that they have with their current boyfriend or husband. Women really need to check themselves when a man is acting up.

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The Knowledge of Self

The Knowledge of Self

          I would like to start this essay off by asking a question.  What does it mean to have a knowledge of self?  The answer is the definition of the word self consists of the physical, mental, emotional, and environmental and a psychological entity that has a whole lot to do with God.  In Jeremiah 1:5 says before I formed you inside of the womb, I knew you.  I have sanctified you and ordained you as a prophet to the nations.  When it comes to our physical self, this has a whole lot to do with our body.  What the human body looks like and how we feel about ourselves personally.  When it comes to our mental self, this has an impact on universal feelings.  What we actually feel like among members of the rest of society is derived from the center of the brain called the conscious mind. 

          Romans 12:2 says do not conform to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.  The question that you need to ask yourself is how do you feel about yourself today?  The environmental self has a lot to do with our community, society at large, and the things that we have learned from our families.  It also has a lot to do with our culture, friends, education, and church.  It has a lot to do with how well we adapt to our environment or city where we grew up right now.  A knowledge of self has a lot to do with the opinions of others. 

          The social self is the way we feel about ourselves every single day of our lives.  The social self has a lot to do with our relationship with Jesus Christ.  This has a lot to do whether or not we have accepted Jesus Christ as our personal savior.  Is God the center point of our life?  The social self consists of the inner person that communicates with us each day.  This inner person is called the Holy Spirit.  I call the Holy Spirit the persona; the inner person that communicates with us by giving us instruction and guidance throughout our daily lives.  The social self has a lot to do with the guidance that we have received from our parents.  A knowledge of self has a lot to do with our identities with ourselves and a solid foundation in Jesus Christ. 

          A knowledge of self has a lot to do with the emotions and psychological aspects in our personal lives.  The physical self on the other hand, has a lot to do with development within the womb of our mothers.  The knowledge of self is three fold.  It is determined how long we are going to live on earth by God.  A knowledge of self is determined and decided by God.  According to Psalms 56:8 says; Your number my wanderings, put my tears in your bottle, are they inside of your book?  This verse means that God is responsible for our actions, ways, and our course of action.  Psalms 139:16 says; your eyes saw my substance being yet unformed, and in your book they all were written, the days fashioned for me when as yet there were none of them.


 This verse means that God knows exactly how long we are going to live on earth.  The knowledge of self is determined by God in advance.  Therefore, man cannot determine he is going to live on earth.  Man’s time on earth is temporary.  Philippians 3:20 says for our citizenship is in heaven from which we also eagerly wait for the savior the Lord Jesus Christ.

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Mixed Knowledge #2

Wow!! You nailed it!!

15/15! – Your intellect is in the 99th percentile!
People at your level of intelligence are intrinsically motivated and curious. They never fear taking on challenging assignments, and they always feel the need to solve complicated problems. As a gifted individual, you always try to figure out what truly stimulates and inspires you, and you have a constant need to explore and examine. Above all, you have a heightened capacity to appreciate the beauty of the world. SHARE you score with everyone you know.