What does it mean to have Affect Speech?

Good Afternoon Everyone!! How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope. I want to inform all of you that I went to the doctor the other day, and she told me that I have affect speech. This is very serious to me because I have not had a problem of this magnitude since 1991.

This young lady who did the assessment made a big mistake by saying that I have a speech problem. This is very serious to me personally because I have never had a problem like this in years.

I want to inform all of you that I am sad and depressed right now. I have a very long way to go in my recovery and development. I want to tell everyone that I am hanging in there right now. It is not very easy dealing with any problem.

Next, I want to inform all of you that I have to do something about my speech problem. I need to schedule an appointment to consult with a speech pathologist. I do not know whether or not my health insurance will pay for treatments with a speech pathologist.

 I am very unhappy right now because I have never been through this mess in my entire life. I wonder why these people at South Community are trying to dig into my past and present. It does not make any sense. I have to do something about this problem myself.

Further, I have to do something about this Affect speech problem myself. I wonder why these people are trying to completely mess me up. I told a close friend of mine that South Community is trying to mess me up.

 The person who completed my assessment has said some things that really did not make any sense. I want to let everyone know that I will give everything to God. I will not rely on man and woman to destroy me from the inside out.

This is their general plan anyway. I am speaking about people of authority. If I have a speech problem, I would have addressed this problem a very long time ago. I wonder why South Community is trying to dig up some mess on me. I want justice!!

 I have been honest and truthful with everyone and all of a sudden, I end up getting treated like dog mess. I want to let everyone know that if I had a speech problem, I sure did not know it. Instead of going to therapy, I need to consult with a speech pathologist.

Also, I want to let everyone know that I do have a dialect. I talk like I live in the South. I want to tell everyone that I lived in Charlotte, NC for 12 years. I had a lot of fun down there in Charlotte.

 I want to tell everyone that my friends did not tell me that I had a speech problem. Therefore, if I had Affect speech, I would have done something about it very quickly. I am the type of person that likes to take care of all of my personal problems immediately.

 Affect speech is when a person has a problem with their speech. How come these people waited too long to inform me that I have a problem speaking? Please pray for me.

Moreover, I want to tell everyone that I am hanging in there at the moment. I also want to tell others that I do not speak like a person who has Affect speech. I am happy that I have completed my college education; even though, it was 23 years ago.

Affect speech is a deficit that people must deal with. In my case, I have managed to deal with my problems to the best of my ability. I really thought that I had my problems resolved a very long time ago. I know that it is not easy having a speech problem.

 At least, the voices are no longer a factor. The last time I had heard any voices was the other day.

In Addition, I want to inform everyone that it is not very easy dealing with any particular problem. I want to thank everyone for being there for me. I am as honest as possible. I want to know what the causes of Affect speech are.

 I know that my problems have been pretty serious in nature. I just need a Power that is greater than myself that can save me. It is not easy having a thorn inside of the flesh of any type. I want to tell everyone that everyone has problems.

Everyone has sinned during their lives. Whenever a person has Affect speech problem, it is very difficult to deal with.

Finally, I want to inform everyone that my problems are mild. It is not as serious as I anticipate. I am just happy that someone else pointed out to me that I have this problem again. I know that it has been over 28 years since I was diagnosed with a speech problem. I hope and pray that I can get some help for this problem this time around. Please keep me in your prayers. Thank all of you for reading my essay.

A Bridge Between Sin, Transgressions, and Jesus Christ

This essay is very simple. This is titled a bridge between sin, transgressions, and Jesus Christ. First, I would like to mention the definitions of sin, transgressions, and trespasses. 1. Transgressions are actions that are enormously and excessively wrong. You knew you were wrong and you did it anyway. 2. Trespasses are when saints miss the mark. This means that you are intentionally missing the mark on purpose. 3. Sin is when a person commits a mistake or an offense that is either minor or serious in nature. 4. Debt is a property and ownership; you owe something because of your actions. Sin is really you have broken a law. Sin is that you have broken a known law and the transgressions are the repercussions that come afterwards.

Next, according to John A. Studebaker, Jr; a sin is one of the greatest obstacles of the church today is this very issue. We no longer see ourselves as sinners’ in need of forgiveness. Perhaps, sin used to be a problem, but now we’ve outgrown that. So, while the church has a solution for the problem of sin, it’s a non-problem in the eyes of most Americans at least not a serious problem.

Further, when it comes to sin, transgression, and Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ is the bridge to mankind and sin. What I am trying to say here is that in my personal life, I know that according to the 2nd step in AA/NA there is a power that is greater than myself that can restore me to sanity. This is one of my steps that allow me to realize that I am not all by myself.

God and Jesus Christ are there whenever I need them. I know that Jesus Christ is the mediator between man and God. I know for myself that God is able to do all things; as well as Jesus Christ His Son. I know that my expectations might be different than any average person.

I know that what I expect to do is survive in a changing society that has many different people from various nationalities.

In addition, I know that sin is both avoidable and non-avoidable in many cases. I know that no matter how I am in my life, I cannot avoid sin. I can avoid committing any form of sin; especially; the violent acts that exist in America.

I know for myself as a person in recovery, I can control my speech and tongue whenever I am talking with others. I know that I am still a work in progress.

This means that I am not a perfect person, but as long as there is Jesus Christ in my life as my personal savior, I know that I am healed from all of my injuries. I am healed from all of my sicknesses and illnesses. I know that Jesus Christ is the one who is responsible for blessing each day of the week.

Moreover, we all have fallen short of the glory of God. I know that we are all born into sin. Ever since the first sin had taken place between Adam and Eve, it has been very difficult for people to accept the first concept of original sin. For some, many believe that the original sin was only a myth.

This is according to Charles Darwin Theory as well as those who do not believe in God. Just because the first sin had taken place, does not mean that mankind is completely doomed.



We all still have a chance to be with Jesus Christ. I still have a chance to be with Him because I believe that He died for my sins personally and Jesus Christ died and came back to life. Therefore, I believe Jesus Christ is the bridge between sin, transgression, debt, and trespasses.

Everybody on earth belongs to God. The Lord said to me personally in a dream that He is not finished with me yet. This means that God has a great deal of tasks for me to complete for Him. Jesus Christ has expectations for us as well.

Jesus Christ is somebody; he is a spirit that exists inside of all of us. Holiness is on top of the line. When you become a child of God, you are somebody. All souls belong to God. Even if you commit sin itself, your soul belongs to Christ. Call on Jesus; help is immediate.

Keep on praying because praying helps when it comes to communicating with Jesus Christ.

Also, grace is something that you didn’t deserve. Grace is a gift. This is a special gift that God has for man through His son Jesus Christ. We have to accept the gift. We should accept this through faith. Grace is an unmerited favor.

 Faith is the knowledge of knowing who God is with going through judgment. It is the knowledge if knowing Jesus without proof; not of works. It is not enough.

Sanctifying faith is when we do our works because it is your worship to the Lord.

Finally, we are alive in Jesus Christ each day of our living lives. We will be lifted up and sit with Him each day as long as we believe. This is my bridge between Jesus Christ and myself. I am trying to say that a bridge between God, Jesus Christ, man, and sin is very important.

 This is a bridge that is very important in our lives. For instance, God is in charge of everything in life. Jesus Christ is second in command and man- himself as well as women is in command of her children.

What are fears?

What are fears? A definition of a fear is something that makes a person feels very apprehensive, scared, and intimidated. Fears are things that make people feel real nervous. My personal fears that I fear most are death, women, and God. The reason why I have a strong fear about death is simply because it is just something that makes me feel very, very, scared. If a doctor was to inform me that I was getting ready to die, I would not know how to take it. I know that I will have to get my life right with God and His Son Jesus Christ long before I am able to hear any bad news. Another fear of mine is women. I really do not know why I am scared of women, but I used to get beaten up by girls when I was growing up. To be frank, my own sister used to beat me up all of the time.

I will admit that I am not afraid to make a commitment with a female; when it comes to establishing a relationship. It is that women today are very aggressive!! I really do not know why, but women are too aggressive. It makes you feel afraid to talk to them. There is a fear that you might get cussed out. This is the reason why I have been all by myself for the past 5 and half years. When it comes to making a compromise with a woman, I am all for it. I am a type of individual who will not argue with a woman or anyone else period. I know that whenever someone read this blog, they might think that I am a punk or something, but I am not. I would prefer that women would go ahead and get their way with me, instead of arguing. Do you know that whenever people argue, it depletes your electrolytes?

This is very serious because it can completely drain a person out of their energy. Another fear that I have is needles at the hospital. I have had a profound fear of needles at any hospital. If a nurse or doctor is going to give me a shot or draw some blood from me, I get very scared. I have been scared of needles since I was 12 years old. I know that this is something that is routine at a doctor’s office or hospital, but I do not have any veins on both of my arms. I have scar tissue on both of my arms and it really hurt whenever I get my arms stuck with needles. I will have to have the nurse to use butterfly needles on my hands. Therefore, I do not have any veins and my veins tend to roll a lot. This is because it makes me feel very nervous. I am a God fearing man.

I know that I am not a perfect man; I have a lot of faults just like the next person. It is that each time I do something wrong, I know that God is watching me. Proverbs 5:21 says for the ways of man are before the eyes of the Lord and He ponder his entire goings. This means that God is watching all of us no matter what we are doing. A lot of people think that God is not watching us, but He is watching all of us all of the time. This is very serious. Proverbs 15:3 says the eyes of the Lord are in every place, beholding the evil and the good.

This means that God is watching us all of the time, no matter whether we are doing good or evil. This is very serious because we are being judged according to our works and deeds. I will admit that I might get away with things in the eyes of man, but with God, it is a different story. This let’s me know that I cannot continue to do filthy things in the eyes of God. Do you know that we are the temple of the Living God? 1st Corinthians 3:16. Is a very meaningful Bible verse to all people? This is serious to me because this means that I definitely will have to clean my life completely up and do it very fast.

I will admit that I am definitely scared to die!! I am even afraid of doing things that I have done in my past all over again. I do not like to repeat the things that I have done in my past. This is because I know if I do that, I cannot go to heaven. I know that a lot of people have committed suicide within the past 8 years, and to be honest, suicide is a copout!! You cannot go to heaven. Any person who does this is making a foolish mistake. I have made a mistake like that 8 years ago, and God did not want me to die. I realize that the pressures of life can get the best of all of us. This is the reason why it is very important to talk to someone before engaging in act like that.

I will admit that I have attempted suicide myself 3 years ago and it was very serious. I ended up taking a lot of medication and God saved me from myself. He also saved me from Satan. I know that I have come a very long way in my Christian life. I feel much better right now. I have to stay inside of God’s word and allow His spirit to still dwell inside of me. As far as my fears are concerned, I would like to have everyone to please pray for me, because things have changed a whole lot since 2010. Women are much more aggressive than ever before. Women are not as receptive like they used to be a long time ago. I will also admit that I still have a problem dealing with pornography and the internet. This is a major problem Worldwide.

How to Defeat the Opioid Crisis!!!!!

Good Evening and God Bless You!! I have a strategy on how to defeat the opioid crisis. First, I want to inform all of you that drug use is a disease and a choice. Second, it is time for parents to educate their children about drugs and peer pressure in schools as well as at home. It is not going to be an easy task; when it comes to defeating this crisis.

I know that I am a former drug user myself. I used marijuana and other drugs just to resolve all of my personal problems. Third, I want to inform everyone that it is time for the U. S. Government to assist the 50 States in the United States and send additional assistance when it comes to helping addicts get clean and sober.


Fourth, I want to inform everyone that instead of sending addicts to prison, they should be monitored electronically. I know that the U. S. Government really do not have the money to pay for all of the things that the States really need to combat this problem. It takes another 3 to 8 trillion dollars to deal with this problem. I know that our President has allocated a total of 6 billion dollars when it comes to dealing with our road, bridges, and highways nationwide.

 Fifth, I want to inform everyone that our elected officials are exhausted when it comes to this problem. This is very serious. The elected officials need to make sure that all of the money is needed to deal with this problem.

 I also know that the U. S. Border Patrol and The Coast Guard members are exhausted because they are working long hours and they are in need of help.

The wall that President Trump is talking about will take years to build. This will take over 20 years to build another wall nationwide from the State of Texas to California. It will reduce and prevent drugs from being smuggled into the United States.

 I know that Immigration is another issue that need to be resolved. Sixth, as far as the opioid crisis is concerned, it will take everyone to get involved in resolving this issue. I know that a lot of people really do not want to get involved when it comes to law enforcement.

 I want to inform everyone nationwide that we need to do this together.
I will do my part by helping other alcoholics and addicts when it comes to getting them through the 12 Steps. I am sponsoring a few men in the Alcoholics Anonymous program. I want to inform everyone that it is not very easy getting people to come to support group meetings. There are so many people who really need help.

 On May 2, 1990; I was responsible for giving up the high cost of low living. It means that I completely stopped drinking and smoking weed. I know that I will do my part when it comes to helping those individuals who are willing to help themselves. I know that I have a mental illness as well as a substance abuse problem that is in remission.
Therefore, it is time for me to help everyone who really want the help getting off of drugs and alcohol. Seventh, I want to inform everyone that our fellow politicians are frustrated with each other as well as dealing with the issues that are complicating fellow Americans. I want to tell everyone that it is not easy dealing with finances and political issues.

The drug crisis is a major crisis that has been into existence for over 50 years. I want to inform everyone that it is very difficult working with someone who is intoxicated or high off drugs.

 Eighth, I really feel that it is going to take an entire village to resolve this drug crisis. The opioid crisis has been a major news and political issue for many years now. The biggest problem is that our neighborhoods need complete revitalization. There are so many abandoned houses in our neighborhoods that it is making the residents angry and leave their communities.

Ninth, I want to inform all of you that it is time for everyone to get involved and clean up our communities. It is going to take everyone to help out in this matter. It is time for our President of the United States to take a complete tour of every city and state in the United States; so that we all can receive a peace of mind.

It is time for a complete change in our communities first. It is time for the citizens in the United States to get involved and help the politicians to get the money that is needed to put an end to the opioid crisis. God Bless All of You!!


Faithfully Submitted,


Anthony Hopkins