New Version of Enabling
Good Day Everyone! My name is Anthony Hopkins and I am responsible for enabling other people for more than a half of a century. I remember when I was a child, I used to help others with their homework for school.
I am getting very honest with myself and others about enabling behavior. I have been clean and sober for 34 years now. I rarely ask anyone else for help.
Next, I am letting all of you know that I am guilty of enabling other people. What is the definition of enabling? Enabling is when someone is doing something that other people can do for themselves. At one point in my life, I was coerced by other people to do something for someone else. The fair-weather friends that I had were using me. My family members told me to my face that people were taking advantage of me. At that time, I had concealed the person and the whole problem.
I have a fair-weather friend that still ask me to do things for him. I didn’t know that this behavior was getting worse because I was always broken financially.
Further, I am sharing this information because I know that there are other people who are going through the same thing. I know that certain people do not love me personally. I have got my friend released from prison back in 2016. He did not appreciate it. I have done so much for other people that I am in need, and the same people who I have helped cannot help me in return.
I know that I am sharing all of this information to help others wake up and smell reality. I am very sorry for allowing other people to take advantage of me. It hurts me because I owe $ 32,000 dollars in student loan debt right now. My mother told me to my face that I will see the error of all of my ways.
There are members in my family, who have not given me a dime to help me, but my nieces and nephews helped me and I am very grateful.
Moreover, I want to inform all of you that my neighbor’s at Wentworth Hi Rise Apartments have helped me when I couldn’t call my siblings. My siblings helped me in the past. My brother paid my rent for me.
My siblings want me to live with them, but I don’t want to caste all of my burdens on them. I really need a job working somewhere just to pay my student loans and other bills. I am sharing all of this just to let everyone know that my church members helped me out a lot.
I am saying all of this information to learn how to help others who are in need. My Pastor told me that I am an analytical thinker and I am an excellent Writer.
In Addition to the library and Church that I attend on a regular basis. It’s that I am very sick physically mentally psychologically and spiritually drained. I am asking God to help me out with this drained problem. Emotionally, I am losing my memory right now. I have lapses in my memory right now. I am very happy to have a place to live for 13 years now. I only wish that I can stop the marijuana smoking inside of the building. My back is still hurting me.
Finally, I am telling all of you that enabling is a very serious problem. I tell other people who enable others to please keep away from me. I realize that I have Jesus Christ and God as my real friends. I am very happy to help others but I will not allow other people to take advantage of me and my kindness. I suffer from Diabetes Full Blown Type 2 and Alzheimer’s right now.
My family members do not visit me anymore because of the bedbugs that are inside of the building where I live. I can understand everyone is skeptical about me and my building where I choose to live. I write because it helps me to cope with a mental illness. I do spray alcohol inside of my apartment to prevent bedbugs from bothering me. Enabling affects me and everyone else.
I cannot keep on doing things for people when they can do it for themselves. I have some bad news to share with you. The Social Security Administration is getting ready to terminate my benefits.
People who are under the age of 65 have to go back to work and make a decent living for themselves. Social Security Administration specifically stated that I have written three books in 23 years. They are saying that I have to report my income. The US Government has given me a stimulus check and I used money to publish three books in 23 years now.
I love all of you, but this enabling problem is affecting me personally. If someone knows how to use a computer, I will let you do your own work. I am an Author of three books. I have to copyright all of my most recent writing. I love you all. Please start using your phone for everything.
If I can apply for a job using my phone, then anyone else can do the same exact thing. Enabling has caused a lot of people to become deprived of learning a brand-new skill. Enabling does not give me power, it is transferring power to the other person. Enabling leaves, you powerless, and you do not have to be in active addiction. My fair-weather friend has used me so much that I am getting tired of being around him.
In Conclusion, I have learned a valuable lesson for doing things for other people, and you are not getting paid. It also deprives you of money and learning new skills myself.
Enabling is an addiction and it needs to stop. Enabling causes other people to consume you with their stuff. Anger resides inside of the heart of fools. It defines our culture. Enabling for me has made me out of a fool.
What does it mean to be inside of a trap? Good Morning Everyone!! How are all of you doing today? I hope and pray that everyone is doing very well. I would like to start things off by asking a very important question. What does it mean to be inside of a trap? I am asking everyone this question because there are times that we place ourselves inside of a trap without our common knowledge. I am bringing this up as a topic because I know that Satan is capable of snatching up spiritually inside of a trap. The trap that pertains to Satan is called a stronghold. I want to let everyone try to figure things out for a moment. Have anyone ever been so stressed out that you end up doing something out of impulse? I am guilty of this myself. I am guilty of allowing others to lure me inside of a trap. The trap that I am talking about is called a web of deception. There were scammers and hackers that I was connected with in the Charlotte, NC Area. I was solely responsible for sending money to people that I really did not know. The new term for this right now is called catfish. I know that the internet is Satan’s Playground. This is the reason why I am being very careful when it comes to conducting business online. First, I have to be very careful of who is trying to lure me inside of a trap. I know that there are a few friends on Facebook who are very deceptive. I know that according to 2nd Corinthians 11:14 says and no wonder for himself Satan masquerades himself like an angel of light. This means that Satan can transform into an angel anytime. This is the reason why we have to be very careful in our doings. I want to inform all of you that I have been guilty of allowing the world to devour me with its temptations and desires. Second, I have been literally trapped before when I was a child inside of a river. This was long before I have learned how to swim. When it comes to being literally trapped, it is like an animal backed up inside of a corner and suddenly, it fights back or flees the scene because of a profound sense of fear. Also, I want to tell all of you that humans are just like animals, whenever they are bothered beyond bothered, a person will get angry and reveal a side of them that you do not want to see. I am totally different from the average person; I will walk away from you. I know that it is what we are supposed to do as human beings. I am typing up this brief blog just to let others know that it is not very easy dealing with Internet Neutrality. I also feel trapped in what I usually say online to a group of people. I understand that only God can judge me. Mankind can make an opinion. A person will try to judge you and trap you with their own words. This is the reason why according to Psalms 4:4 says be angry and do not sin, meditate upon your heart on your bed and be still. I really feel at this time, I have to change my focus. A professional colleague stated to me that I should write what others are interested. Third, a trap is only a snare or a foothold on something or someone. It is apparent that our society has devoured our young people’s attention by providing what is lustful and untrue. I know that in Romans 12:2 says do not be conformed to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. The world has changed a whole lot since I graduated from college in 1995. 23 years later, a world of the new age has begun. You have a new aged generation movement. I am just trying to find out what everyone is really interested in when it comes to writing. Further, it is not very easy getting out of any trap. I know for myself on December 26, 2004. I got stuck inside of a sinkhole in Charlotte, NC. My dog and I were walking along Cindy Lane Rd in Charlotte, NC. I was walking my dog along some trails and all of a sudden, I was literally slipping inside of a sinkhole. My dog pulled me out of it. I owe my dog a whole lot of gratitude for that because he saved my life. This is the reason why I would like to have a dog to pull me out of any trap. One of my dogs was stuck inside of a river basin. I took my belt off, and put it around my dog’s waist and I pulled my dog out of the river basin. For me and the rest of the world who are living inside of Planet Earth, it is best to be very careful with our words, thoughts, and actions. Do you know that we as human beings can get ourselves caught up inside of a trap with our actions whether reckless or not. Traps can be physical, mental, emotional, psychological, or spiritual. It is time to get ourselves prepared to meet Jesus Christ when He comes back again. Faithfully Submitted, Anthony Hopkins
What is an Outcast?This is a special report on a very important issue that is going on worldwide. The definition of an outcast is when one who is banished from a community, city, or society. A person is an outcast when they are oppressed and treated unfairly by members of a community, city, state, country, or society. A person is an outcast if they have been banished or kicked out of their own country. There are times when people usually leave their own country due to war, conflict, or dictatorship. When a person is an outcast, he or she is classified as a dissident either living in another country, or are in exile. Exile on the other hand is when an individual goes into hiding. For instance from the things that he or she has done. Whenever a person is an outcast, they are living in complete total isolation. This means that a person will have to conceal or hide themselves from the general public. A person in many cases can feel this way; whenever they are being constrained. For example, if a person is released from prison or an institution, they are treated unfairly compared to their own peers. An example of this is when a person is released from an institution; there are times, when they need an advocate. This means a person need a case manager or someone from the courts or agency to address all of their concerns. Another example of this is when a person has been assigned to probate court. This particular court is for individuals who suffer from a mental illness, guardianship, and dealing with divorce. When a person feels like an outcast, they feel completely left out and completely depressed. Jeremiah 30:17 says; But; I will restore you to health and heal your wounds declares the Lord because you are called an outcast, Zion for whom no one cares. This is a problem that only God will have to resolve. Individuals who are trapped inside of the social system are literally slaves to the system. This means that individuals who feel like an outcast are exist in a world without any friends, family, or resources. An outcast is someone who has been banished from society in some cases due to exhibiting behaviors that are a risk to the personal safety of others and themselves. Outcasts only have God to rely on rather than other people. There are times when a person would even feel condemned because of unfair treatment that they are receiving inside of a city, state, country, or society as a whole. Outcast members usually are more than likely to commit crimes or in most cases, get incarcerated. A person can live inside of the United States and feel like an outcast. The money that they receive from the Government is all that they have to rely on. An outcast member of society are denied jobs; simply because of their behavior or their status inside of the social system. A person who has a disability, sometimes feel like an outcast because of discrimination. If a person is released from prison, jail, or an institution; they are still classified as a case number in society. This is an indication that a person is going through involuntary servitude. This means that a person’s civil rights and liberties have been stripped from them. This is due to surveillance that is burdensome. A person can still live inside of your neighborhood and still be deemed as an outcast. They experience a great deal of apathy from others. Modern day involuntary servitude still exist today.
What Does It Mean to Be Me?
What does it mean to be me?
Good Morning Everyone!! How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope. I want to inform everyone that I am doing fine at the moment. I am happy to be clean and sober right now. I am a person who has a lot of common sense. I am a person who is very intelligent, gifted, and a person who loves animals. I want to tell everyone that I am very happy today. I am happy that I have friends to confer with each day of the week. I am a person who has physical and mental problems right now. Some of my physical problems are as follows: Acid Reflux Disease, Glaucoma, Eczema, and Osteo Arthrits. My mental problems are as follows: Schizoid Affective Disorder, Bipolar 1, and PTSD. Next, I want to tell everyone that I graduated from the University of Toledo on Saturday June 12, 1993 and June 17, 1995. I earned a degree in Social Services Technology and Interdisciplinary Studies. I want to tell everyone that I am a very honest person. I am a person who has a lot of joy inside of my heart.
I want to inform everyone that I am a very pleasant person to be around, and a person who loves to use the computer. Perhaps, one day, I would like to purchase a computer of my own. I want for everyone to know that I am a very nice person to be around. I know that I have been doing a lot of writing as of late. It is that this is the only way I know how to cope with having a mental illness. There are those who have mental illness, and they are incarcerated at the moment. However, there are a lot of people with mental illnesses who are talented and highly educated.
Also, I want to let everyone know that I have 5 brothers and 2 sisters. I have a total of 42 neices and nephews. It is not very easy coming from a dysfunctional family. My siblings and I rarely talk to each other. I understand that my siblings have children of their own. It is that my brothers and sisters and I have been through a lot all of last year. My mother and sister died last year. I want to let each of you know that it has not been very easy losing your mother and sister within 48 days of each other. Therefore, I am still grieving over the deaths of my sister and mother. I am trying my very best to cope with all of this, but it is not easy.
Moreover, I want everyone to know that I am a person who is sensitive, kind, gentle, warm, understanding, and always eager to stay busy. I am losing my vision. I am the only one who is losing their eyesight in my family. I have an enlarged liver and heart as well. I am the type of person who tells the truth when it comes to myself. I know that my family members do not really talk to me because I have a mental illness. That is okay!! God has my back!! God is doing for me more than I am doing for myself. My mother and elders in my family as well as all of my cousins are my biggest encouragers. My nieces and nephews are encouragers as well. My family members are very concerned about me. It is that all of them have their own families.
In Addition, I want to inform everyone that my friends are very concerned about me right now. Some of my friends have been crying because I told them that I suffer from Glaucoma and a mental illness. I have been crying because I am going to lose my eyesight. It is not easy having vision problems every single day. God will take care of me!! I will not be able to attend my AA Meetings that much because I have health problems. I have signed up for an organization for people who are not able to attend AA Meetings for people who have physical and mental problems. I want to inform all of you that my medications make me very sleepy. I have to do what is right in the eyes of God.
Finally, I am eager to go to AA Meetings in the community. However, I am not feeling very well. I only wish that my family members can attend some of my AA Meetings with me. It is that, most of my family members are not interested. I am not feeling very well. I would like for all of you to please pray for me. I am writing my blogs in order to cope with a mental illness. I want to inform everyone that I am writing in order to sharpen up my writing skills. My typing speed has improved a whole lot since 2015. This was during the time that I was enrolled in an office management class. My typing speed has improved a whole lot. I am happy right now. My self-esteem has elevated a whole lot since last year. I am able to put things into perspective a lot easier than ever before. Thank you very much for reading my blog.
Sincerely,
Anthony Hopkins
Beach or mountains? Which do you prefer? Why?
Beach or mountains? Which do you prefer? Why?
Beach or mountains? Which do you prefer? Why? Frankly, I would prefer the mountains because it would enable me to look at wildlife that I have ever seen. Why, I really like mountains because I will be able to walk along the Appalachian Trail because I want to become one of the Daytonians to walk on the mountain trail. If I were to select the beach, I would not swim inside of the ocean because of the sharks that are inside of the ocean. At least I will entertain both places.
Proverbs 22:2 says: The Rich and the Poor Man has this in common. The Lord is The Maker of them all.This is true because we all have the same father. His name is Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ ���� is worthy of being my Father because my own biological father was not available for me. Jesus Christ is a friend, who sticks closer than a brother. Jesus Christ is My Saviour and a very good friend. Jesus Christ died for my sins. Jesus is the reason for the season. When human beings let you down, Jesus is always around to brighten up my day.Not FoundThe Rich man and I are alike. You are the Maker of both of us. I know that I am not perfect, but I am rich in faith. I worked for the majority of my life. I earned enough money just to get by. I am saying this because I had my first job at the age of 11. I used to deliver newspapers from house to house for three years. I remember when my mother asked me, will you be able to deliver newspapers and attend school each day of the week? I told my mother yes, I can go to school and deliver newspapers after school. From 1976 to 1979, I worked for the Dayton Daily News. I also played basketball at the Dayton YMCA, which is located in Downtown Dayton Ohio. Frankly, I want to inform all of you that I used to share my wealth with others that were in my family. Everytime I got paid, I helped my mother with her bills. I also shared my money and time with my family members and friends.Not FoundThe real meaning of this Bible verse is simple. You have to watch what you are doing because God is watching over all of us. I will admit that my biological father was not involved in my life; like my grandparents used to, but I am not going to shed anymore tears for a man, who only cared about himself and his own family members. Honestly, I still have family members who are always available for me to talk to each day. My own biological father was not around when I needed him. He was married to his own wife and children of his own. I cannot say that I resent him in any way. Like they say mother’s baby and daddy maybe. I do not have any children of my own. This is the reason why I considered my neice and nephews as my own children. I have a total of 38 nieces and nephews. Even though, I wanted to have at least one child. It’s too late for me to become a father. Just like the Bible verse says that the Rich man and Poor Man has this in common. He is the Maker of both of them.
Matthew 26:52 Commentary
Matthew 26:52 says:. Then Jesus said to him, Put your sword back in it’s place, for all those who take the sword will die by the sword. This is a metaphor for things present and things to come. What it means that if you do harm to another person, the same thing shall happen to you in return. This is called Karma. You shall reap what you sow. It might not happen to you, but someone that you know personally.
Next, I want you to know that God does not intend for man to die foolishly. God wants us to examine ourselves and come back to the Lord. For we all shall meet the Judgment Seat of Christ Jesus. For the things that we done in the body whether good or bad. All that I am saying is that God wants us to congregate in one setting. I recall buying weapons of all types. My family members and friends did not want me to bring weapons around them or their families.
God would like for all of us to learn how to think before we act. God really want all of us without the use of weapons. Blessed are those who sins are covered and forgiven. God did not want mankind to use weapons of war to solve our personal problems. May Peace be with you and your family members. God loves you and me.
Finally, I am really saying to everyone, please think before you act. Guns were made by man and not God. Please resolve all of your problems by prayer and fasting and supplication. A real man is blessed with a mind to think about all things. Live for God. Please read the Bible each day of the week. Please pray for the world because time is running out. We are living in the last days. You really do not have to use a weapon to hurt other people. The human tongue is capable of setting a fire that it is impossible to put out. Please keep our families together and please stop using vulgarity and profanity. We are supposed to edify one another and love one another. For the wrath of Man does not produce the righteousness of God. Be angry but do not sin. Meditate your heart upon your bed and be still.
Romans 14:12 Meaning
Romans 14:12 And What It Means To All People?
By: Anthony Joseph Hopkins
Good Day Everyone!! How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope. I have a very important question. What does Romans 14:12 and what it means to all people? The answer is; everything in God’s creation will be judged honestly and righteously. I want to say that every human being and animal must give an account to God.
I know for me that it has not been very easy growing up in my own hometown of Dayton, Ohio. I grew up very poor. This is simply because my mother had given birth to six boys and three girls. One thing that I can say about my mother is that she took care of all of us. My mother worked just to take care of her household. However, as the Bible verse states is that every one of us shall give account of himself to God.
Next, I want to also say that I had been a very mischievous child growing up. I used to smoke marijuana and cigarettes at an early age. I was a follower rather than a leader. I did what everyone else was doing. My mother told me the meaning of my name. She stated to me that I am a leader instead of a follower. She told me that I was named after Joseph in the Old Testament. She also indicated that I am a leader. I did not know at the time, but she was absolutely right.
Moreover, I want to mention that my mother, grandmothers, and aunt told me the truth inside of my face. Each time they talk, I would get intimidated. This is simply because I either done something wrong, or they were correcting me for an injustice. This is the same thing that the Lord Jesus Christ is going to do. He is watching us all of the time. I realize that the Righteous Judge is Jesus Christ. Colossians 3:25 states that: But he that doeth wrong shall receive for the wrong which he hath done: and there is no respect of persons. This means that every human being living and dead will be accountable for what they have done while inside of their body.
Further, I want to inform all of you that God and Jesus Christ are one. John 10:30 says I and my father are one. This means that I do not want to hurt the heart of God. I am doing my very best to conduct myself like a person who has good common sense. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all of these things shall be added unto you. I really need to know what my assignment from God. I am doing my part to make the Kingdom grow. I am a person who loves the Lord Jesus Christ. I am living to do the glory of God.
In Addition, I am called according to His purpose. I would rather live in God’s Will. I am a person who strives to make God smile every day of the week. Prior to that, I was engaging in bad activities simply just to appease my friends. I tend to be all by myself right now. I am chasing God right now. I am running to God. Doing the Will of God is not always easy. For me personally, I have to still make amends to my siblings. One of my baby sisters is not talking to me anymore. I know that I have wronged her in the past, but I tried to make amends to her; during my mother’s funeral, and she refused to acknowledge me as a person.
Grace is not an excuse to live a sloppy life. I have tried to make amends to all of my family members that I have wronged in my life. My siblings and I really have not spoken face to face since my mother’s funeral. I am in need of spiritual strength. I am in need of all of my siblings to make amends with me. I have forgiven each, and every person that have wronged me personally. I will not live with a heart full of hatred. Lead me not into temptation, but deliver me from all evil. I am working with God to fix all of my problems. Help me God to know who my friend is or not.
Finally, I want to let everyone know that my whole behavior and outlook on life has changed. I do not sin whenever I get angry. I will admit that I do not use vulgarity anymore. I will admit that I still have character defects to deal with each day. You cannot help how you feel, but you do not have to act on the behavior of our emotions. I used to be a person who would use vulgarity as a defensive mechanism just to cover up my fears. We cannot let our fleshly emotions dictate us behaviorally. I have grown in Christ. Jesus Christ has changed me behaviorally. You do have a free will, and you have a choice.
My True Story
I will start paying you today. Frankly, I am going to focus on only you for now on. You were right about me because I was talking to other people. I really think that we are all Christians. I am going to give you my other email address. It is hopkinsanthony33@gmail.com. I really feel that I have established a serious connection with all of you. First, I want to inform you that my own biological father is a European American Man. His name is Mr George Simon. My father was a math teacher at EDISON ELEMENTARY SCHOOL in Dayton, Ohio. Although my grandparents raised me in the Southern United States for a short period of time when I was a child. I used to be very combative and defensive. Right Now, I am a Christian Man myself. I am a 59 year old man who Fears God and Loves God’s Creation. For 9 years: 1972 to 1981, I used to get beaten up by my fair weather friends because I was good in school. My friends intimidated me with force because I had to give up my Lunch money to them and help them with their homework every single day. I was born and raised in Dayton, Ohio Area. I was in the Grand Rapids Michigan Job Corps Center for only 4 months. I was born with alcohol in my bloodstream as a baby. I used to suffer from Seizures as a baby. I still suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia as well as Seizures. I graduated from Paul Laurence Dunbar High School at the age of 20. I became an alcoholic for real for 18 years. I have been clean and sober since Wednesday May 2, 1990. I am a Graduate from The University of Toledo in Toledo OH. I graduated twice with an Associates Degree in Applied Sciences in Social Services Technology and I earned my Bachelors Degree in Interdisciplinary Studies and Social Work. I graduated on Saturday June 12, 1993 and on Saturday June 17, 1995. I graduated with a GPA of 2.41 in College. My GPA in High School was a 1.1. I will admit that I struggled in College & High School because my classes were very difficult for me. Currently, I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia since Tuesday July 15, 1997. I lived in Toledo, Ohio from September 1, 1990 to Saturday June 14, 1996. I was unjustly evicted out of my house in Toledo OH because My Landlord wanted his house to himself. I went home to Dayton Ohio for only 1 year. Due to family problems, I moved to the Charlotte Mecklenburg County North Carolina Areaon Sunday June 15, 1997. I lived in the Charlotte Mecklenburg County North Carolina for 12 years. I am living inside of a Bedbug infested Apartment Building for the past 13 years now. I used to work at the University of Toledo for 5 years and The University of North Carolina at Charlotte for 8 years. I am at home because I got scammed out of $16,977 dollars in Western Union Funds by some African people who lived in Accra Ghana in Africa. I am the oldest child out of my mother’s 9 children. My mother and sister passed away one month from each other in 2017. This whole city in Dayton Ohio Area has a Bedbug problem. I am taking 34 pills per day for health problems right now. I am very sorry for expressing all of this information. I feel that you need to know my problems. I am telling you the truth about everything about me. I know that I have financial constraints and hardships and health problems right now. I have to throw away everything that I have because of Bedbugs. I have to start over again. I am very intelligent and Gifted because my test scores are accurate 👌. Yes, I have a lot of problems. I owe William & Fudge Collection Agency $14,000 dollars in student loans. I owe another $16,000 dollars to Transworld Financial Solution in Student Loans. Please keep me and my entire family members in your prayers and thoughts because we are not speaking to each other right now. My family members are very upset with me because of my Bedbug Problems. God Bless All of You for bearing with me.
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